dear thomas,
hello my angel, my hopes, my dreams. i just wish to tell you how dear to my heart
you are and how i cherish each and every moment spent in your company. there is no doubt
that you are the one, the one they call "mr. right." no matter how cliche that
may sound, it is undeniably true. though i spend each day with you, i long for the minutes
to pass slower, and when you are away, seconds seem like hours until you are safe in my
arms again. i thank you for all the support you have given me. you have stood beside me in
all the difficult events that have been encountered. you have been strong and have not
faltered even in the darkest of nights. you have held my hand tight, not allowing me to
fall, you have pulled me along and together we have arrived on the better end. though i am
sure that there will be many more hardships along the way of this relationship, there is
nothing i believe we cannot conquer. i will be there for you as you have been there for
me. i will be here to smile when you smile, cry when you cry, and laugh when you laugh. we
may not agree on everything but i definitely agree with you on one thing, love is a truly
special feeling, and i want to this love with you to be eternal. forever yours.
welcome to the rennovation of my site. it's been a LONG while since i've worked on my page. i'm finally working on a new layout. unfortunately, it will probably take a long, long time until i get the whole site up. hopefully it'll be up sometime before may, i'm planning on it anyhow. don't be looking for anything spectacular, there's too many of those pages around, why blend in? it'll most likely be a simple page with simple graphics, and extensive writing - for that's what i enjoy most. in the meantime, i may have a journal up since that doesn't require hours of html, etc but i may not since my daily life is not exactly upto par and the ponderings of my mind may wish to remain private for the time being so we'll have to see. be sure to visit again in the near future. thanks everyone.
i've decided to theme it "enlightenment" because that's the way i feel my life has been lately. i feel that i have been enlightened with all that i have been given, my special someone included. there is nothing i treasure more than those close to me, my love, my family, my friends. even though things haven't been easy for the past couple of months and continue to be difficult, i know that everything will be all right. i have all that i need in life to get through these dark moments. in the light, everything looks bright and that is how i choose to view my world. when i listen to those who have pondered and played with suicide over the pettiest of things, it disgusts me to see how people treat life. i pity those that fail to cherish life as it is given. hardships must be fought in order to appreciate the good. in a world without evil, how can the virtuous be embraced? life is precious. see the cup half full, and you will realize the sun shines bright even on a cloudy day. - 03/31/2000